Misses..

hmm dunno why today so many posts today..

Just had another wave of sudden misses of Ruxiang..

She has left for a long time now. And I just wish I know what she's doing right now.. Maybe jamming with the angels, singing praises to God? Maybe.. she helping her friends pray for their salvation? Or maybe she's playing with the deers and lions in heaven..

Whatever she's doing, she's enjoying herself in His presence. And occasionally she'll ask God for a little more grace on all of us. And never ceasing her prayers to God for us to stick close to Him.

Maybe, just maybe.. she will ask the angels to carry her, to peek at what's happening to us on earth, so she'll know what to ask God for..

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Thinking back, Ruxiang had always been so encouraging.. She was strong and yet gentle. Always sensitive to how other people feel. Even during the visitations, she'll be such a great and accommodating host despite her difficulties and disabilities at that time.

She was loved. And still is..

Ruxiang, I just wanna remember you.. An awesome and wonderful sister-in-Christ.. Though its already too late.. But you are not forgotten. Cause you have been a real blessing to all of us..

Dreams

Oh yea. I just thought through it and have decided. I wanna be a TRAVELLING WRITER/ARTIST!!!! Muhahahaha!!

This way I can travel, record my travels, at the same time share with the world and earn some cash all at once! Muhahahahahaha!!!!

It doesn't look too easy though.. Especially who would want to publish or buy my books/art pieces..
But I'm not gonna give up just yet!

Someone said, "The most impossible dreams are the best kinds to have.." *Dun ask me who..*

Hah and there you go! A travelling writer/artist in the making!
Meanwhile, I'm gonna brush up on my english and literature. And practice drawing... Hmm busy busy busy~ Hohoho~

Encouraging, so encouraging!!!

Oh man oh man!! I blogged! Heh~ Yo Ang I blogged ler hor hahaha

Anyway just wanna thank God for using Wei Shun to be such an encouragement!! Haha! actually he didn't do much, but we just merely talked. But the strange thing is that, after I chatted with him, I really felt wanting to get closer to God!! It's true when the bible talks about Living Waters flowing out of us! I felt God's presence just flowing thru! Guess what? Actually we no need to do anything special. People can actually feel God's presence, His peace and love, flowing through us when we are close in our relationship with Him.

And not just that, I was reading Yanni's blog and the verses that she posted really spoke to me during times when I was down. People, we just gotta post verses haha, nvr gonna know when God's gonna use them to speak to other people. *Just a suggestion :P*

And just imagine.. people getting to know God just because of blogs and chats. It's so awesome lah!!

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Oh yea.. the other day I went to Weiwei's workplace for scaling and polishing of teeth.. Honestly, horrible. Totally traumatizing.. :'(
But thank God, Weiwei was there. Erm... maybe.. She was encouraging me by smiling throughout the process?... Considered encouraging? Haha I trust that she wasn't laughing in her heart watching me suffer. Haha. Anyway wad really encouraged me was she told me that my teeth are really clean and said I was brave? Haha. Anyway I guess I wun see the dentist anytime soon.. Truly thank God... haha =D *sparkling teeth!*

Just some pics frm the Amazing Race

Team "Slackalots"

Yijun's surrender

Boys will always be boys haha..

run run run

keep running~

Yijun and Ewan

Yijun again.. and lester

Boys of Team "Slackalots" haha

Is Money your master or your tool?

Is money important? Yes of course. In this country, no money = no alot of stuffs! Of course money IS important!

But sometimes, we see the importance of money so much that it has unknowingly to us, become our master..

When I was younger, there was a couple of times where I quarreled with my brother or my mum when they ate the tidbits or drink the drinks that I bought. At that time, my arguement would be that, "You want it, then buy it yourself!" but I realised this.. What is that tidbit or drink compared to relationship with my family? Why cant I share? Isn't food shared taste better? I was so focused on me buying the food than the relationships that are much more important. My focus were all wrong.

Just recently, Roger and Ewan came over to my house, we cooked at my house and really had fun. (Plus that chao da rice of course. That WAS fun alright! haha) Anyway while eating, my family came home. So I went down to buy more drinks up. Out of respect, I asked the two boys to serve my parents drinks. (It's their house after all) Which they did =) love you guys for being so obedient. And then they asked me is it alright? I asked them what is alright?
Then Roger said, is it alright to finish the carton of juice when it was just bought up?
Yes. It is funny to finish the carton of juice immediately after it was bought. But what is finishing the drink compared to earning the respect from my parents?

And guess what? My dad was so happy that they served him drinks! Dunno bout my mom cause she was so tired that she went to sleep. And my bro was glad I guess. Cause he talked to the two boys. So proud of you boys!

Haha and know what's my love language which I like to show people? Yes! It's gifts! Man, if you ever receive a gift from me that is out of your birthday, it's bought with a true heart. Do you know how vexing it is sometimes to have to go around searching for a nice gift? I think that I would enjoy my holidays more if I hadn't have to go around buying back souvenirs, but I really can't bring myself to do it. Cause I always think bout some people when I go overseas. So when I bring back presents for you guys, be glad! Heh!

Ultimately, I think that money is a great tool if used wisely. But always hafta keep in check what is the purpose of using the money and the choice on whether which is more worth. To save or to spend.

Dilemnia

July 10.. the day of enlistment..
My oh my... Really dunno howta react 'bout tis man.

Should I embrace it or detest it?

Haha this is somethin' most gurls wun unda-stan' huh?
Heh just take it as it comes I guess huh?

Yea.. take it lyka man! Haha

Not so strong after all

Well, what can I say.. Mikko has left. Confused about where I should be. Escaping from my problems but yet not knowing what exactly is the problem..

Tired from running. Gonna face it lyka man! Whatever it is, BRING IT ON!!!

Abandon self.. not about myself, my strength anymore. (sounds so familiar, have I said that before...?)

Abandon pain and suffering.. yea definitely. With pleasure.