Misses..

hmm dunno why today so many posts today..

Just had another wave of sudden misses of Ruxiang..

She has left for a long time now. And I just wish I know what she's doing right now.. Maybe jamming with the angels, singing praises to God? Maybe.. she helping her friends pray for their salvation? Or maybe she's playing with the deers and lions in heaven..

Whatever she's doing, she's enjoying herself in His presence. And occasionally she'll ask God for a little more grace on all of us. And never ceasing her prayers to God for us to stick close to Him.

Maybe, just maybe.. she will ask the angels to carry her, to peek at what's happening to us on earth, so she'll know what to ask God for..

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Thinking back, Ruxiang had always been so encouraging.. She was strong and yet gentle. Always sensitive to how other people feel. Even during the visitations, she'll be such a great and accommodating host despite her difficulties and disabilities at that time.

She was loved. And still is..

Ruxiang, I just wanna remember you.. An awesome and wonderful sister-in-Christ.. Though its already too late.. But you are not forgotten. Cause you have been a real blessing to all of us..